Thursday 10 January 2013

How feelings changes with the same person....

actually some of readers will think that i am a viable person whose feelings changes with the time. But it actually happens with us. Let me tell you small "sher" related with small story.
There were a person named as Ayan,whose best friend was a girl named something(actually i cant remember her name now). She loves him so much and he also likes her but not actually in love. But he loves to flirt with her. Once when he was flirting, she asks him that we are together from our birth then why you flirting with me in this age only.
There is a "sher" by Mr. Ayan......."Dil to tumhara tab bhi wahi tha,
                                                        Dil to tumhara ab bhi wahi he,
                                                        Fark to sirf itna he ae janeman,
                                                        Tumhara dil tab tna katil nahi tha"
Actually i didn't get its meaning instantly but then after i realize it's meaning.
As we are being mature with age, the person's in our life also changes and feelings off course.
It actually happens with us. When we were in school with some girl but due to absence of maturity we were not that much attached with her. But as the days passes we are getting attached to her and we even cant notice that with that attachment how we are falling in love with that person.
So its not a judgmental thing to think alot. But it's the only state of mind which changes according to age and maturity........:-):-)  

Wednesday 9 January 2013

.....was just thinking



was laid on a bed and turned on a music on headphones and just being comfortable and thinking about whatever comes in a mind. Actually wasn't in mood of thinking, but as we know no one can rule over mind...atleast i cant....
So just thinking about her (obviously most of the boys thinking about girlfriends only...). Actually never want to think about her but its true that when someone is in heart then it always rule on mind.
She is the most sensitive part of mine, deepest one. Actually if thought actually we are committed but till most of our time goes in some troubles. May be much time its because of me only. But i am wrong always....never....
 I cant compromise about things about my love. I am expecting something,actually its my right. But she never behaves according to it. So it hearts the most. May be boys asking their girlfriends to be like their wishes. But i cant be like that, not at all. And also i cant scold on her, punish her with my words. So always keeping all my pain in my heart and with the smile on my face.
And always thinking that the person who really loves you cant bare your silence...
When we are in thoughts we cant realize how time goes. Same thing was happened with me,more than a hour spend.....but was just thinking...just thinking...